It occurred to me that Prologue II was a massive spoiler fest in the beginning. After I revealed some of the plot in Chapter XX, I realized that the other part of the plot had to do with Prologue II. And plus... I was a writing a poem in Hitomi Yuume's point of view about this...
So, after having been done writing that poem, I deleted Prologue II for now because I felt that that would give away the whole plot right off the bat. This is temporarily as I do plan on putting up that prologue again when the time comes. Probably in either the dark side of Miyu's arc or Aiko's arc because both are also in that forbidden bloodline kind of thing.
And here's the poem I was talking about in Hitomi's point of view.
Impure
I'm fully aware on why I'm being watched over.
This bitter taste in my mouth...
Distorted, dark memories in my mind,
Things that would've been better forgotten a long time ago...
It's still there.
This blood... This curse...
I don't hold resentment towards them, I don't have any regrets being like this.
But those words still linger...
"It is forbidden to mix light and dark together."
"The prayers that end with despair will not reach anybody.
Monstrosities like you should be dyed all in black.
It is a sin to seek the way for redemption.
Not knowing this is blasphemy.
You fall and wander."
Who would... Accept me if they found out about this?
If they found out about this side of me...
No... More importantly...
Would he accept it?
I'm afraid that if he knows...
He'll leave me alone like many have done in the past.
So, I'll keep holding up this cheerful front to hide the dark truth.
Nobody needs to know how stained I am.
Nobody needs to know I am a living sin.
Nobody needs to know how lonely and hurt I feel.
I'll keep lying to everyone, I'll keep lying to myself.
But I'm already painfully aware that, deep down, I'm impure
And nobody would love me for it.
This bitter taste in my mouth...
Distorted, dark memories in my mind,
Things that would've been better forgotten a long time ago...
It's still there.
This blood... This curse...
I don't hold resentment towards them, I don't have any regrets being like this.
But those words still linger...
"It is forbidden to mix light and dark together."
"The prayers that end with despair will not reach anybody.
Monstrosities like you should be dyed all in black.
It is a sin to seek the way for redemption.
Not knowing this is blasphemy.
You fall and wander."
Who would... Accept me if they found out about this?
If they found out about this side of me...
No... More importantly...
Would he accept it?
I'm afraid that if he knows...
He'll leave me alone like many have done in the past.
So, I'll keep holding up this cheerful front to hide the dark truth.
Nobody needs to know how stained I am.
Nobody needs to know I am a living sin.
Nobody needs to know how lonely and hurt I feel.
I'll keep lying to everyone, I'll keep lying to myself.
But I'm already painfully aware that, deep down, I'm impure
And nobody would love me for it.
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